today is the sec last night at beijing before i go bac to sing'. but then somehow i m very angry now and fuckin emo now. cause of alot of stuff. but no one will know it. no one will understand it. except maybe my bubby nia. cause i got tell her. but then really pissed off. but then i dunno how to say it out. and really dunno wat to do sia. nvm. i dun say it here. fan zhen no point de. just continue to listen to that song and emo ba. fucking all the problem i had now.
Zyawn blogged on 10:31 PM
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haha... ppl ppl. very long time didnt come in and post le. haha... this few days haven been goin to shopping and brought a lot of stuff. will show to most of ur when i bac to sing. haha. is so happy la. haha. but one thing is i start to miss the ppl here cause finally can get close to most of them and can play wif them but then end up got to return to sing liao. haiz. gd time alway dun last long de. haha. ok la. just like this first ba. see ya on friday to some of ur the rest will be monday ba. haha. miss ur much much(esp xxj) wahah.
Zyawn blogged on 11:53 AM
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hi ppl. haha. very long time didnt came in le. haha.this few days have been restin and playin all the time. and didnt do my fyp. die liao. left a few days nia. sian. haha. this few days went shopping la. take photos la. haha. brought a belt for myself. when bac got chance will show ur. then i brought a prefume. haha. wanna give it to my dad but then i can confirm he wun wan it. and indeed he dun wan so i use it lor. haha. first time i put prefume or should say i buy one for myself. lol. haha.

then brought one jacket fo my sis. but dunno she like ma. and still got a lot of things i need to buy for ppl and for myself. haha. really miss all of ur la. i miss my little sis cause very long time didnt see her and make fun of her liao. haha. then miss my jie and jie jie and my kor. so long didnt tok to them, stayb bac in sch wif them sia. i miss the time we all stay bac tgt till late in sch. haha. miss tokin to fuji abt the san guo(used to say a bit of the story). then see gw emo emo look and han jun de stupid act. haha. miss all of ur so much la. haha.

and i miss havin fun and laugher wif ah seng and terry. so long didnt have a gd laugh wf them. then so long didnt see shilryn la. if at singapore at least still can go noverna to find her go eat lunch then laugh tgt sia. wahaha.

i miss my work place ppl too. think i must have miss the fun wif all of them. sian. dunno how will it be like when i went bac??? will i feel distance ma??? dun think so ba. wahhaha. miss singing wif them sia. so fun esp singing those high song like dui shuo and ling wif alvin and lawrence la. sian.

and lastly i fucking miss seeing my cousi son, gleen. so long didnt play wif him liao la. sian. dunno how is he and wat should i get for him and his mei mei. haha. hope when i go bac that week can meet up wif my cousin and have dinner tgt sia. hha. then can play wif gleen again. wahaha.

for today i m stayin the hostel. till later then go eat dinner wif the rest lor. haha. then night dunno do wat sia. sian. i feel so sian. wanna find ppl to tok abt a lot of stuff but i cant and dunno how to say it out. can onli keep in me. but dun worry. m fucking fie and ok wif it. oh ya. ur sure find me keep scoldin fucking alot rite??? cuase too use to it liao. haha. play wf the ppl that came wif me will alway have this waord come out. ike fucking disgusting, fucking cheap, fucking exp and stuff. so ya. wahaha. ok la. got to go watch my san guo le. see ya.
Zyawn blogged on 5:08 PM
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hi ppl. haha. i didnt on9 on last few days if ur notice. this is b cause i was sick. down to fever of 39.6 degree sia. lol. then went hospital to see doctor rest for 2 days. but very heng i was able to get the degree lower ytd and can go chang cheng ytd. haha. so happy. then after that went to somewhere eat lunch liao then go walk walk. haha. then after that we went bac to sch and rest liao. haha. oh ya didnt tell u rite??? i cut my hair and i go do medicure(dunno spell correct ma lei) haha. and painted 2 colored. one black on my left nails and pink for the right. hahaa. casue the guys all put black and the gals all put pink then both grp ask me put their color sodecde to put half. and in chinese ppl say left represnt guys while right is for gals. so i paint the color ask it say. haha.
Zyawn blogged on 12:46 AM
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hi ppl. so for so long that didn come in and blog. so now will blog abt wat i did from thursday till ytd. haha

for thursday, we wake up late then went to lab and do a bit of work. then go lunch. then slack then had dinner and stuff. then got web cam again wif parents. haha.

for friday, suppose to be our outing day. but then i didnt go thr out. cause lau was sick during the trip and need to go hospital to see doc. miss lee ask who wanna pei him go hopistal. i decided to help out lor. and oso i was there beside him nia ma. so pei him to the hospital. the exp there really is one thing i dun wan to meet again. haha. then him till around 4 pus then finally ok. then pei him bac to hostel and rest. decide to stay in hostel instead to go find the rest cause one thing is i dun dare to cross the road here which is very diffierent from sing' and oso tired. so in room msn wif jie thye all and then play dota. was learning how to play again. haha. then night time the rest came bac and help us buy food. haha. then had dinner wif them. really got to thankz the rest. cause b cause of me alone didnt eat, so they all da bao bac to pei me and lau eat. feel so warm of wat they did but at the same time bad cause they have to stave themself to come bac and eat wif us. ya. then after that .....

saturday, we all sleep till around 12 plus then wake up then meet up liao go eat at some where near sch. after that went buy food for lau and went bac to pass it to him. then we took bus to one shopping centre that look like bugi street de la. and wanna buy a shoe but then bargain till half way almost had it but cause the shoes too dirty and ask to change for a new one and the sale person dun wan so deiced not to buy. next time then go bac and see and buy ba. haha. then brough a wallet. then had our dinner at the mac and try out the pork burger. haha. no diff de lor. haha. then bac to room. slack. play dota then.....

today ar. a bit bu shu fu so decide to sleep in and tell teacher not feeling well. end up got to saty in room for 2 days to rest. is an order from miss lee. haha. but ok la. can use this time to rest. haha. later we wil be cleaning our room and then i dunno do wat liao. update again ba.
Zyawn blogged on 1:37 PM
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haha... after 2 days of slackin after reachin beijing, today is finally the first day that we all start to go our lab and do our work. haha. wake up at 7 plus bath liao then went over to the lab. set up and start up. then chat a while then went to one of the mart in sch to buy things eat. cause didnt have breakfast. then after that went bac lab. do a bit then dunno who to do. so decide to ask around and jia wei and jian wen, both my fyp beijing trip mate, help me out. haha. although haven slove it yet but still got to thank them cause they didnt do their stuff and come help me. then went for lunch. bac then slack. then after at 4pm go PE. had baksetball match wif the china ppl here. haha.

then after that went bac room to rest a while then went to eat beijing roasted duck. haha. we order a lot of food but then onli cost 45 yuan per person nia. haha. still ok la. then after that we chill at one corner of the sch to see how the ppl in the sch are. haha. then bac to room to bath then went on9 have a web cam conver wif my parents and sisters. haha.

just took this quiz on facebook and this is ans for it:

Aquarius Astrology January 20 - February 18
Aquarius Strength Keywords:- Witty- Clever- Humanitarian- Inventive- Original
Aquarius Weakness Keywords:- Stubborn- Unemotional- Sarcastic- Rebellious- Aloof

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Aquarius and Friendship:
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Aquarius Deep Inside:
Aquarius are in search of wisdom, they are very observant and they can gather their information objectively because emotions do not get in the way, they seem to be above emotions altogether and when they speak, they speak the truth. Sometimes it may be shocking or painful because of their disregard for the feelings of others, but they intend no harm, they call it like they see it and do not emotions cloud their judgment, they are very detached from emotion. It is not that Aquarius are unemotional, they just to not trust their emotions so they incorporate them into their ideas of who they are. As a result, if someone does not agree with their ideas, Aquarius sometimes takes it personally, not as much as other zodiac signs however as Aquarius is intellect driven and not emotionally driven. Sometimes they wonder if there is something in life that they are missing because they do not feel like other people feel. This does not necessarily prevent them from being involved in intimate relationships, they are capable of this but the person on the other end will always notice an air of detachment from Aquarius. Aquarius wonders 'why?' so much that they can question their existence. They wonder if what they are doing is useful, they want other people to notice them and appreciate them, this is caused by underlying insecurities that wonder if other people accept them for who they are but these are never brought to the surface because to an Aquarius, it does not matter that much because they know that they are special.

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Aquarius is the sign of visionaries, unconventionality and intellectual independence. Aquarius are the people who deviate from the crowd and go their own way. They are always after intellectual stimulation, constantly discovering something new, forming new opinions and stubbornly traveling their way regardless of what other people think. Aquarius are filled with paradoxes, they are interested in the opposite ends of the spectrum, they like to be alone yet are social butterflies, they like to experience both sides and see both opinions as they formulate new ideas with their forward thinking, active mind. Aquarius have a 'live and let live' policy where everyone is free to be themselves, an Aquarius never judges others because as human beings, we are all equal and entitled to our own opinions. They are verbally skilled and very witty, they observe people and learn how to interact with others through observation. They can be masters of manipulation justifying anything they do or think. As a result, they can deal with any type of personality and adapt to any situation. They welcome change because boredom is their enemy. Anything new is an opportunity to Aquarius. Aquarius can act as an expert on any topic, they are very good at inflating their own importance, they feel it is deserved because their eccentricity makes them unique. Conventional people beware, Aquarius likes to shock and deviate from the norm, this is how they live. Aquarius is known to pick at anyone they find weak or dull-minded. It is simply an easy target for verbal exercise for them, no harm is meant but it might be taken from the other person. Deep inside, Aquarius would never intentionally hurt anyone, they have respect for every human, even thought this might not seem apparent to the more emotional types.
Zyawn blogged on 11:41 PM

hi ppl. wahaha. this is the sec day i reach beijing. as some ppl who dunno. ytd i went to beijing wif a grp of my fyp(final year project) mate. haha. ytd wake up at 9 plus then prepare liao then went bac sch. cause vo ppl are havin their reharsal so decide to go bac see them and bid the last farewell to them before i leave for beijing. then went bac find terry and ah seng. then ask them company me to go cheers to buy some stuff. then went TA find vo ppl. haha. so happy to see them at the same time worry and sad abt it. happy is can see them esp... worry is cause that time before postpone got us there to give advice but now no more. lastly sad is cause i goin beijing and although some of them still do say farewell to me but then ya, miss them and stuff esp....

then went bac hm at 12 then slack bath eat then off to airport wif my whole family. then reach airport around 2 plus. had some diff to find our way to the check in point. cause didnt take plane for more than around 10 years i think. haha. then had some coffee wif my parents. then seng, terry and da sao came and went to pei them. running 2 side to pei seng they all and my family.

then 4 went to have a grp photo then took wif my family too. 4 plus i went to check in then shop in there a bit then went into the plane liao. haha. time to fly!!!!!! watch movie eat and drink during the journey. reached around 11 plus in the night at beijing airport.

then went to the sch we suppose to go to and went to our hostel then put stuff liao went for supper then took room key then go bac rest. bath and stuff then slp at around 3 plus i think. haha.

morning wake up at 7 plus. went for breakfast at 8 then tour around the sch. after tat went to the supermarket opposite to see the snacks price and oso to go see wat can buy for our room. then went bac for a ceremony then took photo then went for lunch. we had our lunch outside of sch. the place is oppsite of the sch nia.

then brought one pre-paid card. then went bac to see our lab. clean the lab and stuff then went to room slack while then go out liao. was brought by one of the student here to one of the place that look like our singapore de bugis street. haha. then brought a sport pants. wanan buy shoes but decide to buy it next week. then took a lot o pics and some of them are very funny de. is really time for me to gain bac wat and who i m man. wahaha. then bac to hostel late in time. die. haha. but then no choice. the bus came late. sian. then now just bath out then blog. goin to slp. any photo will upload in my facebook and stuff ba. maybe here. see how. got to go. see ya!!!
Zyawn blogged on 12:01 AM
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