haha... ppl. m here to post. dunno will it be long ma... so read it urself ba.. .wahahaha... haiz... this few days have been saying wanna slp early. but alway end up slpin at around 1230 in the midnight... lol. then every monring will have a hard time waking up. die le.

and dunno y this few days like not feeling well. my hands keep havin no strength. same to my legs. is like my body too tired. then worst is that this few days my chest there weird weird de... alway got some weird feeling... a while is like got stuck by something then wanna vomit.... a while like very empty sia.

then will will start to make me feel uncomfort to a certain that i will have a serious ache at the chest there. and it alway get worst and worst than the time before and oso the pain acting up more and more often.

dunno wat happened sia. is b casue my today too tired casue i didnt give it time to rest so this happened??? or issit b casue this few days have been drink too much tea to keep my self a wake during work time??? or issit b casue this few days have been emo-ing and it piles up inside me and casue this??? or worst is b casue i have a lot of things that keep inside, dunno how to say it out and dunno who to tell it to so it make me this way???

i oso dunno. just hope this dun carry on. arh!!! is here again. but this time is not very serious de. pain. ok should stop. bye
Zyawn blogged on 3:34 PM
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Hi My Sweetheart 海派甜心 -Pink Panther Dance - Show Luo 罗志祥




海派甜心 [杨丞琳&羅志祥 Cute Dance]


Zyawn blogged on 5:29 PM
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歌曲：雨爱
歌手：杨丞琳

窗外的天气
就像是 你多变的表情
下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
看不清 我也不想看清
离开你 我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里 学会放弃
听雨的声音一 滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续 让爱变透明
我爱上给我 勇气的 Rainie love
久违的雨滴 一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密 能一直延续
我相信我将会看到 彩虹的美丽

冷冷的空气 很窒息
我无法呼吸 一万颗
雨滴的距离 很彻底
让爱消失无息
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里 学会放弃
听雨的声音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴 渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续 让爱变透明
我爱上给我 勇气的 Rainie love
窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密 能一直延续
我相信我将会看到 彩虹的美丽

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密 能一直延续
我相信我将会看到 彩虹的美丽





羅志祥 - 愛瘋頭(歌詞)
主唱：羅志祥
填詞：李宗恩
作曲：Thomas G son

你想逛逛月球　
101 夠不夠
我背你上頂樓
赴湯蹈火　我為你做
每天頂級面膜　
給你香檳漱口
上流般的生活　
赴湯蹈火　我為你做
海派的天空　讓你盡情揮霍
為你愛瘋頭到走火入魔
海派的生活　讓你盡情享受
為你愛瘋頭快流浪街頭
海派　海派
你想看煙火　我拉炮拉到耳聾
算第一現場效果　
赴湯蹈火 我為你做
海派的天空　盡情揮霍
讓你愛瘋狂到走火入魔
海派的生活 讓你盡情享受
為你愛瘋頭快流浪街頭　海派
你要相信　我的用心
海派的天空　讓你盡情揮霍
為你愛瘋頭到走火入魔
海派的生活　讓你盡情享受
為你愛瘋頭快流浪街頭
海派　海派。。呀 呀 呀。。




羅志祥 - 愛不單行
主唱：羅志祥

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我 一个人过生活

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化 我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可输的吗
为何我还相信 它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行 别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化 我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可输的吗
为何我还相信 它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行 别害怕

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化 我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可输的吗
为何我还相信 它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行 别害怕

我在等一个人 在等我的 永恒
告诉我爱不单行 相信她

haha... ppl. this is the lyric of the new song from lou zhi xiang and yang chen ling. this 3 song are from the show of hai pai tian xin. which i mention de. haah. is nice song esp the last one. listen liao will have a lot of feel wor... haha. so enjoy the lyric when got the song will post it out asap. ^^
Zyawn blogged on 10:40 AM

friday
after NCS hub de work, i went to work at kbox and then after kbox work went bac hm.

sat
suppose to meet alvin they all at outlet at 3pm but end up i reached late and the rest even more late. haha. but nvm. got a gd time there slacking. then start work till 3am plus then take transport bac hm slp.

sunday
meet janel they all go play bball. suppose to be 11 but i late again. wahaha. then play till around 2 plus then went to eat liao went bac hm. bath liao then went out to find kor and jie they all at paris ris there. cause kor got a bbq session.

monday
went bac hm str then watch hai pai. wahah. is not bad la for the current esp. but still like the part that got da lang. haha.

tuesday
went bac hm change liao then went bac to sch find jie they all and slack in sch and chat till around 11 then went bac hm.

ok now above is wat i have done for the past few days. now is wat i feel. wahaha.

on sunday that bbq session is really one time that i really will not forget. casue that is the first time that i can sit somewhere near the beach and tok a lot of personal stuff to both kor and jie. ya la we do have some our own chatting session but most of the time is in sch or some place dunno where. but this time is a place that got great feel, great sencery and oso great wind. this session really make me feel that i m more closer to them sia.

casue ever since i start to do fyp and ipp, i very seldom can run around in sch to find them chat or play around. and oso ppl in xxj are very busy wif their study oso. that y. so when we were they tokin, i was tell kor and jie that i really hope that we can have one time that all the member in xxj come out and have a bbq and then all sit in a row facing the sea and tok and chat abt all our stuff. esp must have jie jie wif us. casue most if the time jie jie cant come out meet us casue of some reason. so ya. but really hope we can. wahah.

and oso like wat jie and kor say de "we all might be saying we are there for one another, supporting one another. but all this is just for the time being. very soon there will be a day whereby all of us will have to part way to go for our own dream, to accomplish wat we wan and by them we might not even meet one other. so we have to enjoy the time when all of us can still be tgt and close tgt."

after hearing to this, i do agree and b cause of it, i more wanna get closer to all the ppl in xxj. i wanna create a gd memories for everyone in xxj so that when the time come whereby all of us have to leave one other, we all can still have this memories to let us know that we once have such a gd grp of friend being there for us, play wif us and all the gd and fun thing we all do tgt. i wan all this memories to be a memories for all of us to remember so that when we kanna a setbac and when we think bac abt it, we can use all this to be the motivation for all of us to continue to move on on our jounery of life, which is also wat i m doin now. haha.
Zyawn blogged on 9:33 AM
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"DUN show any CARE to me. i DUN need any CARE from all of ur. DUN show any CONCERN to me. I DUN need any CONCERN rom ur. Cause i dun deserve to have the care and concern from any of ur." this is wat i was thinking of putting on my msn as a nick but then got no courage to do so.

cause deep down in my heart, i know it myself very well. i know fucking know much more than anyone of u that i need all the care from ur, i need all the concern from ur. cause for the current zy that is standing infront of all of u, these are the onli things left that are supporting me from falling and destoryed of myself.

i keep saying i wnana change here and there, but actually in my heart i m using all that as an excuse to get more care and concern from all of ur. cause without it, i really dunno what is left that for me to live on for? my hope? my wish? my dream? all are gone long time ago. now left de is onli care and concern from ur.

but then it is too expensive for me to accept and handle. cause i keep feeling i dun deserve all this at all. someone like me should not have all this at all de. i just feel it that way. i dunno y. i know i m sucker for havin this feeling but then no choice. i really do feel this way. that y i wanna change.

but then the change did not make me go better and instead it got worst. i have become more and more unlike the past. last time i alway will worry and care for anything that got to do with the ppl all around me. and i will wanna help out even if i cant do it. but somehow, it changed. it change to a way that i dun even care at all.

just like recently, jie are in trouble of something. if last time i will ask and ask then help her out. but then during that time, wat i did was just "ok lor", "u decide lor", "up to u lor" and just bring it over. then today go train with yu xue, she say i changed le. cause last time i will help her carry stuff but today end up i didnt. and wat i reply her is "that is ur problem".

she is my sister lei, my blood sister and yet i did to her. wasnt i a fucker??? and then my sec sch friend, tingxiang xiao mei who is oso my mei, told me that she was very sad and cried due to some stuff. then instead of cheering for her, i replied her wif a very fucked reply. and it is a really fucked up on. and when i tell kor and jiea nd seng they say that it is fucked too. so ya.

wat kind of bro or friend m i??? do this kind of things to someone who treat u as a friend but u say this kind of stuff. now thinking bac of all i did, i really find myself gotten worst to the max and wat i did, even my self cant take it upon thinkin. but this is the change i did. so is this the change ur wan??? is this the change i wan??? i really dunno now.

sometime think that this is the best so that i can more carefree but somehow my mind and my heart dun really agree to it. and i really very fan abt it. i really dunno how now. now the way i laugh, the way i tok, the song that i sing, all are covering up the emoness in me and as well as unsecure and oso all the confusion i had after all the changes that i made or i have been thinkin of.

now i really dunno wat to do and i wan and wat i need. i really lost. i really hope now that there will be someone appear in front of me and tell me wat to do and say that she will be my support for me and will be there for me forever and be with me and by myside.and this is also my 21th wish for the upcoming year which will be coming soon. but think it wont be done.
Zyawn blogged on 12:18 AM
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haha... today i do one changes again. wahaha. but then dun have confident on this change. so think will not be used to it yet. haha. but really happy i start to try out something. i wanna to try out more new stuff that is gd de. haha. now wat leave is my character and attitude. wahah.
Zyawn blogged on 9:53 PM
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hi ppl. haha... have been very busy i think for the past few days. haha. y??? cause go work then during break go bac sch eat. eat finish go bac work then after work went bac to sch to find kor and jie they all. haha. esp is ytd and today. went bac sch after work to find jie jie, jie and kor to slack. haha. now i m in sch de lvl 4lab. haha.

sure a lot will ask i come bac to do wat??? find thm and watch show on my laptop lor. haha. see so hardworking. bring laptop to go work then after work go sch watch show. haha. wat show i m watchin now is hai pai tain xin. haha. cause while waiting for my san guo to update weekly, i also watch the new show tht oso update daily.

hai pai is quite a gd show from the start till the recent i watch de. haha. can say is something i find it very diff cause the part i watch till now is wat i have been thinin abt for so long. although a bit diff la. haha.

and the actor really act very funny inside la. haha. nice show. wahaha. oh ya. now alr dec liao. mean goin to be chrismas and oso will be the goin that we go celebrate shu hui birthday. wahaha. so happy sia. wahaha. can see everyone liao.

haha... and very fast to come to a month that i dun really like most. haha. but ok la. hope the coming year de will change my feel and thinkin abt it ba. haha. cause ar... guess it ur self. think so many ppl onli jie can tell y ba. casue got tell her before. wahaha.

sian sia. still the same. say wanna change but till now still haven. haiz. faster. i wan change faster. to someone gd can bad oso can. cause just wanna change. have chnages then can liao.be it is gd de or bad de. whahaha. i know later i go smoke sure can de. haha. jk de la.

to be truth. this post is for me to write a wish. y lei. cause i know on that day i sure can say the wish de. haha. and to be truth i have nv really make a wish before. and this wish i believe is wat i wanna have for years but dun dare to wish for de. now i will mention here ba. the wish is i hope by the time i reah 21 i can have GF!!!!!!
Zyawn blogged on 6:53 PM
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